Used to get into fights with people who I don't like or my friends don't like, and used to like it a lot for the excitement.  High school was always kind of fun for me, liked every part of it even though I got into troubles and sometimes a lot of pain. Realized that I am taking responsibilities and nothing else is more important than now and the future.  Things just don't work the way they used to be anymore, and I think after everything that happened, it shaped me into someone who actually think more than do.  Gladly I'm still here typing.  Only God can change others, not people. I think I fully understand it now.  Sometimes the precious thing is so close, can't even run away from it.